This post has been something difficult that I have been pondering for quite a while. What is my bad habit?? The problem is that I just to have so many bad habits it is hard to just think of one. Some of these bad habits are that I eat WAY to much, i am a procrastinator, and I waste to much time watching TV. These are just a few of my bad habits but what is the habit that I REALLY want to change?
After much deliberation I have thought of it. My bad habit is that I cry. I am a crier and I have always been a crier. From the time that I was little and giving talks in primary I have always had a problem with turning into a blubbering mess. As I have grown up I have had to confront this habit in many different aspects of my life; like when i have to give presentations in class, when giving a lesson in Relief Society, and especially when giving talks. Now I must make a clarification, this is not a bad habit that I willfully have, I kind of can't control it! As I grow older every time I am asked to do something in front of a large group of people I always get completely freaked out about if I will cry or not. The good thing is I am getting better and I am learning little tricks to help me correct this little habit of mine.
So when you see me get up to give a talk, don't be surprised when I get a bit emotional, but don't judge me because maybe (just maybe) I won't cry, and that will be a BLESSED day!!!
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